Sunday, May 17, 2009
OMG i really have nothing to say now except that i am super stressed alr and super tired of having to meet people's expectations all the time OMG.
and now i only wish that i was born with a super low IQ or sth so that at least people's expectations of me wouldn't be so high and i wouldn't have to pressure myself so hard just to meet people's wants, which most of the time is not even something that i dearly badly desire or whatever anw, so i don't even see what's the point of me trying so hard you know? like, it's srsly very tiring you know?
omg i just wish i could fly away to some far far far away place omg just throw me to some random deserted island lah pls, there's totally no stress there and i will just go pluck coconuts everyday and drink coconut juice or whateva to get by. srsly lah, no need to stress about my future or working hard or whateva, don't need to have to cram so much stuff into my already-bursting brain. all i need to do is learn how to climb coconut trees, and maybe swim. isn't it?
SIGH.
or i should just go some ulu place that still practises farming. and i'll just tend to my animals everyday. i think it's a very nice life also what, so peaceful and don't need to stress about so many things.
